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Saturday, July 6, 2019

THE SUN : IT WAS NOT YOUR FAULT

















I opened the door today
Not, for getting milk from the milkman
Not, for feeling how cold it is today
Not, for picking up the window clashing newspaper for dad 

Expecting, the breeze to hit me
Imagining, goosebumps rise on my skin
Watching, you caressing my curly locks
Little did I know

Just to know, how could you face me today
Not, because of my frustration
Not, because of my realisation
As my innocent mind reminded me, Of my geography lesson, yesterday

Taking the bucket of stars along with, you
Making my day, brighter
I didnt need your help
The staring moon, made it easy for me
To understand that

Spending time with the lunar king,
Gave me answers
Counting the silvery dots, calmed me
As if someone could understand, me
But you, could not watch me happy

As, I had read in books
You appeared from the horizon
Giving me, a reddish display
You appeared shining bright

My eyes, couldnt bear such brightness
They were habitual, to the dark
Taking away, the dark with whom I had woven everything
How, could you be so shameless

I opened the door once again, today
To see how could you face, me
Even after, taking all the crumbs I had
I wanted to see the guilt in your, eyes
But instead you just, smiled and shone

At that moment,
I realised,
It was not your fault
To shine,
To break through the darkness,
Or to smile with every, new morning
I realised that it was not, your choice
To come

It was not your fault
I know, everyone liked mornings
Except me
And I couldnt be more, selfish
To ask you to go away,
It was mandatory, for you to come
It was necessary for the SUN, to appear

                                                 ~Garimađź’•